Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Brother books, baby books, and mommy tears

I just ordered these two books. To take to the hospital. One for HL & one for Baby D. And then I cried...

There are no words to describe this feeling... somewhere between absolute joy, pure happiness, and crushing anxiety.

I've been having the urge to get all of the loose ends tied up quickly the past few days. Maybe nesting? Maybe I just have an intuition that little D is going to arrive sooner than I'd like him to. My suspicions have been increasing daily... symptoms are amplifying... and I have a feeling we wont be making it the full 40 weeks. Still have my fingers crossed but my optimism is fading slightly. So I'm anxious for my appointments later this week to see how things are going to proceed.

All I can say is reality check received, I needed a little kick in the butt to get moving here, thank you universe.


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